I suck and I don't suck!

I crashed my mom's car. It wasn't bad, but enough to be expensive. It was my fault and the first time I provoked an accident. I'll have to find a way not to cry when I see the bill on the other guy's car. Just what we needed. My mom got rightfully angry at me because I'm stupid and I suck . I shouldn't assume the guy is going to go foward in a crossing when I see there are no cars coming in either way. If he want's to stop in the middle of the street for no reason whatsoever I get screwed.

I'll have to wait and see. Maybe the damage is not so bad. My mom said our car won't be much, but I have no idea about the other guy. I got to a point when I regret giving him my house phone number. It could be nothing or it could be a whole lot. His car is brand new.

I had a good cry today and had to go to school afterwards for the last class of the day, because you know that guy with no life.... I call saying I'll be late because of a car accident. Instead of asking 'are you okay?', he asks 'but you can make it, right?'. I swear I felt like throwing the phone away. Why do I bother calling? Couldn't he hear how shaky was my voice? In the end I gave the class and found it very relaxing.

I sure hope I pass today's exam. At least something good will have come out of this. The final results will be available only in the 20th of June, but the answers will be online on Tuesday. I must have gotten nearly all of the questions of Portuguese right, because, for some weird reason, I still remember the stupid grammar rules of this subject that I hated and had almost a decade ago in school. There was some stupid questions of general knowledge. Stupid because I don't care about the name of the damn ship that brough the Japanese imigrants to Brazil exact 100 years ago. The name, as reseached on Google, is Kasato Maru and I guessed right. Lucky huh? I also had to hold a geek squee when I read Maru (Kobayashi Maru anyone?). I wrote down the questions I had doubts and I've been checking them. I guessed so many of them right *squees*. I had to guess one about Brazilian Literature, correctly btw, O Cortiço wasn't written by Machado de Assis (woooooo!). I actually remebered what pKa means xD. I reasoned my way through levels of prevention. I couldn't remember if Eritromicin was a macrolid or not, but it is and I was sooo right! I couldn't remeber the visual symptom for Kaposi Sarcoma, so I also had to guess and correctly too! So I think I have a very good chance. Let's hope .